Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Apartment Hunt

Alright, so if you don't know, Amelia and I are on the hunt for a new apartment. Mainly tring to get closer to the strip (our job), not have to deal with nearly as much construction or traffic, and find a nicer neighborhood. What do you think? Everyone should comment!!! Seriously, comments very helpful. Oh, the move is September 20th, so we also expect you to help us move.

Desperado in Primm, NV

I have always wanted to do this!!! Enjoy the Desperado in Primm, NV. It goes up to 92 mph and is about 2 minutes long. It took me 3 tries to get it right (or at least to this point).

Bryce Canyon

I don't think i ever posted photo's of our wonderful trip, but here is a great video i shot.

A Great Night In

Back around Janurary or so, Amelia and I spend a few hours playing on the WII. This is a video i made. HURRY AND WATCH IT, before she makes me delete it. HAHAHA.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Memorial Day

About 3 days ago, my buddy and I were headed down to freemont street in Vegas. To enjoy some time at my favorite casino and 99cent shrimp cocktail at the Golden Gate. And as a tradition, it is fun to go and watch the live light shows that they have overhead, every hour on the hour. Well, normaily they have shows by Queen or Don McLain. I enjoy watching them and then moving on with my evening.

However on this night, the show that was played was Trace Adkin's "til the last fires shot". And as it started it really didn't dawn on me the upcominig weekend or just how patriotic Freemont Street, of all places, was about to get. Now i should have known, having just worked the ACMA's where this song was played live. But anyways, as the song startes we see working and active duty military type in different images scanned across the Freemont mega-video screen. And within seconds row after row of name after name fill the screen of all the military we have lost. (I don't know if it was just from the Iraq war or every war) And the saddest part of it all. In the middle of the video screen is a counter. A fucking counter. That is spinning through thousands and thousands of numbers every minute. And if you watch, it is though you are looking at the milli-second hand of a watch. And there it is just spinning and spinning away. It got up to well over 30,000 thousand before i had to turn away.

Disappointed partly cause i didn't get to see a cool Freemont Street video show and just out of pure sadness. I mean what kind of show was that? Do i need to be reminded that people die in our militrary. And further more, how about all the other countries military's around the world. No one is sad about them losing men and women in battle!!! So as I am walking away, the show comes to an end. And unlike what would normally happen, where the streets go crazy and everyone is happy they saw a fun rock song video. No one is clapping. I mean NO ONE. It was just the most depressing moment of my evening.

And having seen that and now it is Memorial Day i just have to say. What the fuck is memorial day and WHY! WHY do we celebrate the death of people fighting in a war???? Isn't that just a LITTLE morbid. And further, isn't it a little prejeduce and wrong for us to only celebrate US military involvement. Again, i say. WHAT ABOUT ALL THE OTHER PEOPLE THAT HAVE DIED FOR THEIR COUNTRY!!!

Anyways, i received this article from my uncle (thanks Jamie) regarding Cindy Sheehan's own thoughts on memorial day. You don't have to agree with what is being said here, but it is just something to make you think and perhaps realize that people dieing is never good for anyone or does it acheive liberation and bringing freedom to anyone!!!


The Day of the Dead
May 25, 2009
Cindy Sheehan
I was on an airplane flying to Orange County from Sacramento to attend the al-Awda Conference; which is a Palestinian Right's Conference. Al-Awda translates to "The Returning, " when the Pilot's voice filled the cabin to make an announcement that I think went unnoticed by most of my fellow passengers, but I heard it.

As the plane was on the approach to John Wayne airport, the Captain came on the intercom to remind us all to "remember our brave troops who have died for our freedom." Even in this post 9-11 paranoid paradigm, if I wasn't belted in for landing, I would have popped out of my seat at 13D and charged up to the cockpit to let the pilot know that my son was killed in Iraq and not one person anywhere in this world is one iota more free because he is dead.

As a matter of fact, the people of Iraq, the foreign country thousands of miles away where my oldest child's brains, blood, and life seeped into the soil, are not freer, unless one counts being liberated from life, liberty and property being free. If you consider torture and indefinite detention freedom, then the Pilot may have been right, but then again, even if you do consider those crimes freedom, it does not make it so.

Here in America we are definitely not freer because my son died, as a matter of fact, our nation can spy on us and our communications without a warrant or just cause and we can't even bring a 3.6 ounce bottle of hand cream into an airport or walk through a METAL detector with our shoes on. Even if we do want to exercise our Bill of Rights, we are shoved into pre-designated "free speech" (NewSpeak for; STFU, unless you are well out of the way of what you want to protest and shoved into pens like cattle being led to slaughter) zones and oftentimes brutally treated if you decide you are entitled to "free speech" on every inch of American soil.

If you watch any one of the cable news networks this weekend between doing holiday weekend things, you will be subjected to images of row upon row of white headstones of dead US military lined up in perfect formation in the afterlife as they were in life. Patriotic music will swell and we will be reminded in script font to "Remember our heroes," or some such BS as that.

Before Casey was killed, a message like that would barely register in my consciousness as I rushed around preparing for Casey's birthday bar-be-que that became a family tradition since he was born on Memorial Day in 1979. If I had a vision of how Memorial Day and Casey's birthday would change for my family, I would have fled these violent shores to protect what was mine, not this murderous country's. Be my guest, look at those headstones with pride or indifference. I look at them, now with horror, regret, pain and a longing for justice.

I can guarantee what you won't see this holiday weekend are images of the over one million Iraqi dead. Say weassign, in an arbitrary way for purely illustrative purposes, an average height of 5 feet for every person killed in Iraq and then lined those people up from head to toe. That gruesome line would stretch from Los Angeles to Portland, Oregon…950 driving miles up Interstate 5. If we count the Iraqis who have been forced to flee, we would have to go back and forth between L.A. and Portland another four times.

There are obscene amounts of people who have been slaughtered for the US Profit Driven Military Empire who do not count here in America on any day. People in Vietnam are still dying from the toxins dumped on their country by the US, not to mention the millions who died during that war. Let the carnage escalate in Afghanistan while we protect our personal images by turning a blind eye to Obama's war crimes. Are you going to feel a lump of pride in your bosom when the coffins start to be photographed at Dover for this imperial crime of aggression? Will you look at those flag-draped boxes of the lifeless body of some mother's child and think: "Now, I am free." Is it better to be dead when Obama is president?

A tough, but real, aspect of this all to consider is, how many of the soldiers buried in coffins in military cemeteries killed or tortured innocent people as paid goons for Empire? To me, it is deeply and profoundly sad on so many levels. If I have any consolation through all of this, I learned that my son bravely refused to go on the mission that killed him, but he was literally dragged onto the vehicle and was dead minutes later before he was forced to do something that was against his nature and nurture.

Casey will always be my hero but he was a victim of US Imperialism and his death should bring shame, not pride, as it did not bring freedom to anyone. I will, of course, mourn his senseless death on Memorial Day as I do everyday.

However, we do not need another day here in America to glorify war which enables the Military Industrial Complex to commit its crimes under the black cloak of "Patriotism."

>From Palestine to Africa to South America, our quest for global economic domination kills, sickens, maims or oppresses people on a daily basis and about 25,000 children per day die of starvation. I am not okay with these facts and I am not proud of my country.

I will spend my reflective time on MD to mourn not only the deaths of so many people all over the world due to war, but mourn the fact that they are the unseen and uncared for victims of US Empire.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

My 2 favorite comedians!

Man, thank fucking god! Thank you Wanda Sykes. Thank you for saying all the shit that most Americans don't have the platform to say it on. If you haven't seen Wanda's address on the White House Correspondence dinner, you must!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RJLli-3Lzk





And also, Lewis Black, who is by far my favorite comedian of today and age will be in Las Vegas at the end of May. So i entertained the idea of going to see him. His tickets are goddamn 200 dollars. Are you kidding me. Lewis, are you fucking kidding me?

Anyways. Short blog. Pissed at Lewis, but man did Wanda hit this one out of the park!!!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

So much to say, so little motivation

I am trying so hard to keep all my loyal readers up to date in my current life status. But i have to say when i am in the states and distracted so easily by, well life, it is so hard to get online and post. I have alot of ideas for some blogs, just haven't gotten around to them. Maybe that would bring some peace of mind and sanity to my life if i could actually sit down and write on a regular basis.

Anyways... first off. China. Yep, i said it. As it appears the possibility of going to China may have come around again and I may be interested to see what this leg of "sound of Music" would hold. I know i know... here you are reading the very same blog that has appealed, disguised, and made you think you may never want to step out of the US again, but somehow it has a hold on me. It's weird having been to a country that is in your mind so half as backward, weird, and absolutely stupid, yet at the same time there are so many things to love about it. I have been recently thinking of all the Chinese sayings i know, and if i would ever get the chance to really use them again. Needless to say, alot of things have to fall into place for me to be back in China (say around September) and if it happens, you will surely get to read more about it.

Currently i am working on the ACMA's. The Country Music Awards. It is pretty exciting to enjoy a 10 day run of a show, and it kinda reminds me of actually being on tour. I have worked 12 hour days for the last few days, and starting Thursday we will be in rehearsal for the rest of the week. And i know what you are saying, but Matt "it's only a 3 hour show." Well clearly the technical directors think differently. In fact, just today i spend almost 2 hours in the "storage shed" which is the entire 1st floor of the MGM parking garage sorting cases and organizing all the UNUSED gear. It should be a fun event, and you should watch it cause your's truly will be running one of the spot lights. Now, originally i was suppose to be one of the backstage truss spots. It is a pod that has a light on it that moves vertically from 10' to about 50' in the air... that i control and hit the performers from the back. So i would love to tell you that if you were watching it and i was still doing that, you might catch a glimpse of me on national tv. However, i am too tall to do that, so you will have to settle for knowing i am in front of the action and making everything brighter.

If you haven't heard, Amelia is leaving me for 3 months. Yep, i am very sad cause she is the love of my life and distance will never change that. But alas, she is heading off to (somewhere in New England) to do some summer theatre. I am so proud of her, she is going to be Stage Managing and working backstage on the entire summer season at Shakespeare and Company. It couldn't be a better experience for her, and she and I couldn't be at a better place in our relationship that i am more proud, than sad to see her go do this. Truth be told, I was called and offered the Master Electrician/ partial Lighting Designer for the summer season there, but decided that it wasn't right for me. First off, no matter how i fight it I am not much for Shakespeare. Second, I will make better money here in Vegas and not to mention having no place for our stuff, i am staying here. I am working alot on Danny Ganns in June/July/August, so that will really help. And 3rd, i am still attempting to find some sort of FULL TIME job out there. Somewhere, as frustrating as this has become.

Next update. It just so happens that a tour buddy of mine, Jake, is going to be coming out to live with Amelia and I pretty much until 2010. It couldn't have happened at a better time for us, since Amelia will be gone for a bit. And we were thinking that the 2nd bedroom was not being used enough, for us to be paying for it at least. So this should be fun.

I will leave you with this tid bit.

So now that i am doing alot of conventions out in Vegas, it is really interesting to set up the actual "corporate events" and "business meetings" for large companies like you here about ALL over the news. Well, honestly, i have to tell you. Corporations waste there goddamn money on big conventions regardless of how horrible the economy is or if they are indeed bankrupt. 2 points in case...

Hmmm, lets call them Dome Hepot that happens to be a large home supply nation wide retail company that is almost bankrupt. I did a 4 day load in for them to load in there corporate event in a huge convention space in Mandalay Bay. OK. First off ( ME= $20 an hour times 8 hours times 4 days times alot more workers (like 60)= A SHIT LOAD OF MONEY. Even to start. You add in that they put in over 2000 feet of truss just to hang about 200 lights (this is excessive). And the only reason... was to have 20 pool tables at the event and a stage for Blues Travelers to play. WHAT THE FUCK ARE THEY THINKING!!! I truly wanted to photocopy the lightplot that had 20 lights around 1 pool table and mail it off to President Obama to personally view... before giving them a few billion dollars.

2nd Event. I worked a Specialized Drug Convention where like 50 of the top drug companies gathered in Vegas, so that they could all get together and have some pep rally for how to sell there drugs to you. I wasn't at the actual convention, but i did have the time to see the power point while setting up lights. Just a few highlights. One line said "60 percent of Americans uninsured, we don't need national health care, we need specialized health care". And another, " Specialized health care is well intentioned, we just need to reach the right market.

I'm just saying... the government needs to stop giving away our money, and we need to let all these shitty, greedy companies go down... out of business... bankrupt. Once the market levels out where it SHOULD actually be at, then we can start fresh.

THAT, is the American way.